Monday, August 25, 2008


i smell new in the air

for sure!!!

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

deep within

the stillness, a breathe in between.
a solid answer in mind, i have indeed.
slowly unwrap.
free me from the possibility of the one unknown.
and shy me the language of the world unread.

i am left drenched in a state of deep sorrow.
i could no longer hold this very state of mine.

hurry pass this still.
i long to run.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

like dad like I

I went to botanical garden with my dad. it was really special. we walked, talked, and hung out all around the garden. in the middle of the day, we rested on a rock while i sketched and he meditated. after while, i sat next to him and started to meditate myself. i could see in the corner of my eyes of people looking really strange at two people sitting next to each other obviously in middle of meditation.

it was amusing to me.

so there i was... pretending to mediate and thinking about my childhood days. i actually did the same thing long long time ago. i found my dad napping in front of the lake one day. so i decided to go next to him and copy him. i laid next to him. spread out my legs and arms so that it really looked like i was napping myself. my mom took a picture of it.

after i got back from the garden, i looked everywhere for this picture...

so, here it is... me trying to copy my dad because i want to be just like him.

i love you dad... you are my biggest hero.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008


moment of silence for A-day...
i love you

Tuesday, August 5, 2008


echo of my past is drifting away

as the white fluffy clouds are humming in my ear

sparkles are back, dancing on my shoes

as i bottle this moment

forever be mine

Sunday, August 3, 2008


it was raining but we still decided to go. we went to penn station, picked a place and got on the train. it was pouring out. we watched the rain, wrapped each other in newspaper because it was so cold.
5 minute before belmar, sun started to show. the day looked beautiful indeed. we laid in the sun in our underwear and ran into the ocean.
sipped wine next to the bridge by the water and took our train back into the city.
it was a beautiful weekend. thanks.