Thursday, April 14, 2011


drawing from 7 in the morning by the church near my house.
all the sudden, my life has turned upside down again.
from being around my best friends 24/7 ..... and working just too many hours.... to nothing.

i feel like i am in a bright white room sitting on a rotating chair. i see doors in all direction.
ofcourse, all doors are closed and i have no idea what's behind them.
At this point, i have no idea how my life is going to pan out. no clue. all i know is that i have this moment of silence and more than enough time to count my breath.

and think about what my life means right now.... how was i going to live this life... with whom, and why.

lol. cheers to that.