freudian slip

I try not to think of it, but i can't help myself.
while working today, i blurted out his name.
i shocked myself as i am pretty sure, i shocked my collegues.
it was a moment where the truth totally revealed itself.

Dear A

i was workin on my art while A was working on her list again.

her endless to do list... but this one particular was very important to do list.

it was going to be the biggest list she will ever have to check off.

we just sat there doing our own thing while talking about boys, sex, work, food, and our life ventures....

i m too lucky to have you.

open

i don't know what my life would of been like if i haven't discovered art.

it is truly a blessing. god bless art!

after work, i rushed to spring studio again.

this is too fun.

wise trade off

lately i can't help to wonder how i got here all the sudden.

i don't remember the last time i felt this relaxed.

time does teach you all sorts of things. it's good to age. i would call this phenomena "wise trade off"

i can't wait to go draw tomorrow..... life is good.

pictures speaks thousand words...

dear j

were wolf

today i discovered another animal in town. introducing Werewolf.

he is hairy, he is strong, he is muscular and doofuS!

i love it

work in progress

we knew this time will be missed.

this moment of calmness while we anticipate what waits us.

we both knew our lives will never be the same in very short period of time.

we will both cherish the days of boredom in jersey.

words or pictures

words are beyond powerful. at least i think so.

so much more than images. and when words are tranformed into images...

it could blow me away.

let me read your thoughts. let me be part of your conversation.

could or perhaps...

came across a piece that i made on new year's eve. it's a stamp of my mind at the very hour. anyway, i thought it was cool to read it. it reads from top right down.

lately, i have been thinking of two words a lot..... could i? and perhaps....
maybe it represents that i am evolving. in any case, it's exciting to think of possibilities of life... it's as big as i dream. dream. dream. dream. BIG!

pour

it's white out. i don't think i have seen snow this whole winter. my first time seeing white covering the ground.

on my way back to jersey in bus, i was looking out on the window and was thinking about how snow demands silence. it's such a powerful thing.

i came home, sat in front of the fire place, with my ipod listening to lemon jelly and sketched another hand drawn graphic.

what else would i do with my time???

inspired

While hanging out with my friend P in brooklyn, we stopped by a record store.

flipping thru, flipping thru, flipping thru.... i saw an album cover that screamed my name.

Susan Alcorn.

not knowing what the artist sounded like.... i wanted to have her album.. i kept looking at it. i knew there was something there. i felt like it was calling my name.

so, while coming back, i stopped by the store and bought her record.

now, i don't have a record player but it really didn't matter.

this was going to be a match made in heaven.

so here is my art inspired by the cover of susan alcorn.

it's a brand new year

made some watercolors in spring studio

fun fun fun!!

new year

while in yoga, it really hit me.
what was i afraid of? why was i feeling insecure about my life...myself.
why do i always look for the future me and not the person in front of the mirror?
why wasn't i totally happy with what i was?
but i truly believe in my life...where i will end up. so....what is my issue???

i need to enjoy life more.
i am making new promise to the new year.
this is my revision.

to live more, to laugh more. to love more.

yes. love love love!!!!