i beg of you. i really want to close my eyes and go to my la la land. i have been told to drink warm milk before bed. i even tried a spoon full of honey, an advise i got from R who just seems to know EVERYTHING. and..... it's 2:40. what the hell am i doing. does soy milk not the same as regular milk??? what am i doing wrong!!!
today, i took a nap in the middle of the day. it felt really good. i cleaned, worked, did my laundry, walked in the park, ...it was such a beautiful day.
while having brunch with A, i couldn't stop thinking about how nice would it be if i could go see my dad. with all the great things going on in my life, i couldn't help but to wish i could share them with the person i most sincerely love.
last night i caught a midnight bus on my way back home. i was making my embroidery on back of my doggie cardigan, when someone stroke my head. WTF....and i look up and it's ex Y. I couldn't really talk to him because he was getting off. But,i was really happy to see him and he was really happy to see me (or so i think) :) it was so short but pretty profound 5 seconds of my life. i wish him well. anyway, i finished a doggie cardigan. check it out.
Today i finished the third yarn piece. it's not complete but i couldn't wait to post it up bc i am super excited. i love it. i can't wait to do more.
For anyone who teaches me anything, i am forever grateful.
today, M taught me how to crochet my letters into their form. i almost felt like crying. when i get famous, M, i will never forget you. when i am dying on my death bed, i will think of you. okay, maybe i am being too dramatic. anyways, you are the best.
this week i am having total insomnia. every night, i am up till 4. so last night while tossing and turning, i decided to come down and finish the 2nd piece that i was working on. i was totally foggy if you know what i mean. while making the piece, i thought of my dad and how much i missed him. i was trying to send him a telepathic message thru my energy path. what couldn't i do after a week of insomnia?????? anyway, after i was done, i decided to arrange things on top of the fireplace so that i could send the message back to my dad. so here it is.